Emotions

My house is going to go on the market this week. It's hard for me to believe that I am going to have to sell the house that I worked so hard to buy. I didn't think that I would care as much as I do. As I was trying to clean last night so that the pictures would look nice I realized how much I love my house and how much it has meant to me to be able to own a home. I know that I will probably own a few more over the course of my lifetime but the first one will always mean so much to me. I feel a little silly caring so much about a house but I doubt that I'm the only person who has ever felt this way. It could be the complete lack of sleep that has caused me to be emotional. I am still not sleeping well on a regular basis and today I can't turn my head to the left. I have been feeling pretty lousy for the past week but I've tried to focus on other things and that hasn't helped so I'm just going to address the issue. My head feels like it's going to explode, my neck is stiff, my back hurts, and my joints are starting to swell again. I know that I can overcome these things. Phillipians 4:13 says "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me". Hopefully I can talk with my doctor this week and figure something out. Thanks for the prayers!