I'm Tired

I'm tired ... physically, mentally, emotionally, and every other possible way. I'm tired of feeling like I'm falling apart. I'm tired of not being able to get better. I'm tired of trying new medicine that never works. I'm tired of other people expecting me to act happy-go-lucky and perky all the time regardless of how I'm feeling. I'm tired of never knowing what to expect when I wake up in the mornings. I'm tired of people not treating me right, not trusting me, and basically not respecting me. I'm tired of trying to fake being happy when I'm so far from it. I'm tired of being so far away from home. I'm tired of being away from family and friends. I'm just tired.