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Tuesday, May 6

Anxious ... worried ... maybe a little scared??

Over the past couple weeks I haven't been feeling 100%. I have been trying to convince myself that this is stress related and due to new medication. However, there is a part of me that is worried and scared that my Lyme's symptoms might be returning. I have been off antibiotics for nearly 2 months now and for the most part I have felt pretty good. The last 2 weeks I have had headaches and I'm just not feeling like myself. I have been really fatigued too and the B12 injections don't seem to have as much impact as they originally did.

I hope that I am 'over-thinking' everything and that I'm actually just being a hypochondriac.

My grandma is doing much better since my last post. She's back at home and gaining strength every day. Hopefully she will feel up to going back to work soon. I'm sure that the kids miss her.

Wedding plans are going really well. I'm so excited about marrying Bryan but I just wish that it would hurry up and get here! I don't feel too stressed until I look at the calendar and realize that we only have 2 free weekends between now and then. I guess that will make the time fly by quicker though.

Keep praying for me and pray for Bryan too. I have had years of learning to deal with being sick and he's still adjusting. It's hard for him to see me not feeling well and know that there is nothing he can do to make me feel better.

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