Steady

Right now I would say that I am holding steady. I don't feel as if I'm improving or getting worse. Every few days I feel like I'm getting better but then there will be a setback. I consider it progress that I am not getting worse on a daily basis but I would rather be getting better. I still have most of the same symptoms that I have had the past couple years. Daily I battle with fatigue, headaches, muscle aches, joint aches, cognitive issues (memory, concentration, and logical thinking), and hunger. I am still on the restrictive diet and even though I have found ways to eat more foods, I am still hungry for foods that I want but know that I can't have. I know that in the end, once I'm healthy again, none of this will matter but it seems so overwhelming right now.

My job is picking up steam and I am going to start coverage for a local high school next week so that will add a lot of stress and hours. My house has still not sold. My contract with the realtor ended last week so now I'm trying to sell it on my own. I have put an add in the local papers and had a few calls about it but nothing serious. I know that God has a plan in this but I haven't been able to see it yet, which is I'm sure why I still have not sold it. When God decides to reveal His plan to me I know that things will fall into place and the house will sell. Does anyone else know what His plan is that can fill me in?

Thank you for all your thoughts and prayers. It lifts my soul to know that I have so many friends caring for me, watching over me, and praying for me. May God bless you all as much as you have blessed me!